Story Of Fyqah's life

My Wants

X A Navel Piercing ! X A Digital Camera! X Straight cut levis jeans! X Leather Jacket! X White and Black hot pants! X Black shirt! X Hot looking shades! X A new Converse Shoes! X Camwhore with my GIRLFRIENDS! X CLUBBING and DANCE! X Walk down to town in HIGH heels! X Sing him a love song! X RiyanDanishQhayri!

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Say it for me

Say it again for me cause I love the way it feels. When you are telling me that I’m
the only one who blows your mind.
Say it again for me,
It’s like the whole world stops to listen.
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Labels: I miss you

Hooooo...Im tired! But I had fun in school just now. Had cheer leading practice till about 6 plus in the evening. Jai ho was the best for all. I swear, they look damn cute while dancing to Jai ho :) Hahaha.. Thanks to me. Boom Boom Pow, hmmmm.. still a lil weak. Gotta work on it a lil more. Focus pon me is the BOMB! Catch me live on Thursday people:D So,will victory be ours again this year?? It all in our hands people. All the way!! Im very sure we can do it! Btw.. I injured my thigh.. OUCHHH!

To my loveydovey awesome Friends. Thanks for making my day today as well as yesterday. I appreciate all the wishes( on facebook, tagged, text messages at 12 midnight and sadrina,thanks for the video calling me at 12 midnight), the cakes( with an S behind,meaning more than 1, haha), Birthday songs, balloon, Ice-creams ( uncountable scoops), Hugs, joy and laughter. Thank you so much! I love you guys. Im looking forward towards this Thursday. Its gonna be another Birthday Celebration for me with my awesomes :) Thank you oh-somuch.

FUCK

My very first word of the day was, "FUCK". I dont know why I'm feeling all down and fucked up on this day. I just dont feel like doing anything.Yeah, Im 18 today and Im not even excited about it.What is wrong with me?? Almost everyone around me seems to be excited about it.God, Why must I feel this way? I admit,all i wanted was to have him around with me on this very day. I miss him so much.We havent been talking much lately.I cant be selfish.I gotta to understand his responsibility.It would be great to just have an hour of his time here with me. Just an hour thats all I wanted. 11.16am now. Im wondering what is he up to? Heard you're down with fever. Rest well and recover soon will you? I miss you alots. You have no idea how much. I love you! AWESOME! FAMILY FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY :):) Well done!

L.O.V.E 070310

The feeling of you waking me up in the morning was awesome! I ignored the first viberation and went back to sleep. I woke up to the second message received, grumbbling to myself. As the text message pops open, I smiled. I realised it was from you. I miss you so much till it hurts sometimes. Happiness will be ours soon. Till then, I shall be patient and wait for it to come. Happy 1 Month Anniversary. I love you, RiyanDanishQhayri.

Photo shoot was awesome that day. Shak, don't be jealous. Lols. Ohhh.. Its gonna be Amirul and I on i3 cover page on Monday. Don't missed it students.

Nothing is fair in life. Life is like a roller coaster ride. Full of ups and downs.The truth hurts, lies worse. It tears me up. I tried to hold on but it hurts too much. I tried to apologize but its not enough, to make it all okay. Never thought that we'll go this far. I would have told you about it earlier if only I knew that we're gonna end up together.I didnt mean to lie. For personal reason, i felt that i should. What have I done wrong to be tortured till this extend? I wasnt at fault when it happened. Selfish act of an irresponsible person with no self-control destroy it all. Time cant be rewind, money cant buy it and nothing could replace it. Why must it be me? Never have I asked for it. Hurts you but nearly killed me. I stood up just in time to move on. Wasnt easy as memories of the past kept hunting me. It wasnt pleasure. It was pressure.

model for a cover?

Hmmmm.. I wonder whats gonna happen later. Im kinda excited for it. Hahaha. Model for a cover page? Wow. I can't wait :D. Off to Singapore Press Holding later at 5. Oh look. Thats Shak on the cover page. COOL SHIT :D My turn today! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

My Mistake

What was I thinking when I asked you about it yesterday. I didnt know it how affected you were by it. I didnt mean to hurt. I never thought that it might hit you hard. Im sorry about what happened yesterday. I'm truely am. I wont face you unless you pull me back and thats when I know you're no longer angry with me.

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